A NOTE FROM ME.....

lord...almighty..u know I’ve been looking forward to this day since.. well, forever. But now that it’s now this time, I am saddened and desperate  beyond logic. i may say, my connection isn’t that rooted...but it is.... more and more as i am trying to pluck off... i am....used to... I’ve learned to move on. However, the pain of today is inevitable....its more than imaginations.. the only way to escape...is write write and write... until it fades away......

I’m much more excited.. quite. But I’ll miss it. The annoying ones..the moments we fought for nothing... the times we end up in tears. The funny ones. The smart ones. The silly ones. The awesome ones. The ones who’re half-normal and the others who’re fully crazy.  or at least the ones I laughed..i prayed

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I’ll miss your ignorance. I’ll miss complaining about them, of swearing after each fight. The ones, who gave me headaches. The nice ones which gave me confidence.... And hey, even allowed myself to be a part of u at least for a season.., a “dude”, a friend, an enchanter. The one who belonged to me..

I’ll miss my cheeku for his open-mind, for his impatience in listening to every silly mandan thoughts .. hmm...

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And most of all, my encouragement ....my inspiration. my ideas were sculpted by his unseen  fingers, my thoughts by his untold words. He taught me more than anyone ever has. He has been my inspiration. , he has kept me grounded...

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The play is ending in another period. I’ve never been sadder to see a scene end.. i pray maynot be Today’s the end of all those yesterdays.

Here sometimes may end this hallway. No longer would I have to drift  through people with a list of questions through these narrow halls....may be Here ends this chapter.... a beautiful chapter...  for today, may this moment remain for eternity,not just words...i meant it... and take from me a farewill kiss.......