Isn’t it hard to act like someone else?
When all you need is to be yourself,
Why I can’t be just real,
Why I can’t show off what I feel?
I reached my limit of tolerance
The pinnacle of my self control
Of myself indulged pain
The temporary remedy of self denial
I am considered unstable
Yet I overcame everything
I overcame myself and fought on
Yet I felt exhausted and tired...
When I look at me,
What I could see is a pathetic life,
Holding back the tears dripping,
If I could end it all with a seconds courage
